I just had to let it go.

é.. faz tempo que não apareço aqui.

o próprio tempo me fez falta nos últimos meses.

minha cabeça, como sempre, pelas tabelas.

então, tive que parar de verdade.

e contemplar o vazio - o mais presente.

não, isso tudo não é novidade.

a diferença é que para Mim é novo.

infelizmente, não sou feita apenas de abstrações.

e quando a realidade bate à sua porta, uma hora você tem que atender.

com sorriso, lágrima ou suspiros. ou tudo junto.

...

People say I'm crazy doing what I'm doingWell they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin
When I say that I'm o.k. well they look at me kind of strange
Surely you're not happy now you no longer play the game
People say I'm lazy dreaming my life away
Well they give me all kinds of advice designed to enlighten me
When I tell them that I'm doing fine watching shadows on the wall
Don't you miss the big time boy you're no longer on the ball

I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round
I really love to watch them roll
No longer riding on the merry-go-round
I just had to let it go

Ah, people asking questions lost in confusion
Well I tell them there's no problem, only solutions
Well they shake their heads and they look at me as if I've lost my mind
I tell them there's no hurry
I'm just sitting here doing time

I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round
I really love to watch them roll
No longer riding on the merry-go-round
I just had to let it go

(Watching The Wheels -John Lennon)